first released: 16.06.2018 #NJPWZombies

music: Brütal Legends OST (https://doublefine.bandcamp.com/album/br-tal-legend-original-soundtrack)

working time: ~2h 45min

"Do you remember your first time? Do you remember the moment your heart sank? Not because of a look, not because of a series of actions, but one move. One move that changed your life on such an extreme level you feel like levitating. You can’t touch the ground, but if you try to recreate the feeling you can not grasb it. It flies through your fingers. You want to hang on to it forever. You can’t get it. You wont get it. Do you know what that means? To not get what you want? To not probably feel that again? You have some options. And all of them won’t teleport you somewhere else. They will not safe you from your sorrow. You will still feel empty, numb and hopeless. Are you daring to try? First step: Don’t touch the feeling. Let is glide around you. Let it slightely touch your outer boundaries. Don’t bag. Don’t look. Feel. Second step: Make it a colour. Make it a word. Create a connection between the moment and a thing. Don’t push it. Don’t look. Feel. Third step: After the connection is made you will have to ignore the memory. You have to let go. Don’t try to hang on. Don’t try to hard. Don’t look back. Feel. Fourth step: You only have your thing. Your word or your colour. Just your thing. Ignore it. If you can’t ignore it you will fail and what happens then is unspeakable. Don’t think. Feel. Fifth step: You lost the moment. Don’t think about it. Recreate the thing. Recreate the word. Recreate the colour. Feel. Sixth step: You now have a memento. Every time you touch it a subconscious thought will come up and make your heart race, your stomach turn. You don’t know why.

Did you do it?

Well if it worked your souls is bound to the thing. The bound is for eternity. Your friends and family will ask themselves why you levitate towards this thing. Why you can’t not look at it. And if it didn’t work….well. Welcome to your personal hell where you are forced to write fanfictions in an desperate attempt to get the attention of the moment. You can almost feel how it is working.

Poor poor moment. Not only did you ruin your life, but you are seconds away from being blocked."