When I had the idea for this video months ago, the plan was to actually just switch the hero and that’s it. But if you know me you know that I can’t just make a short bad video and so the idea expanded to mixing OW and TF2 together and to put Soldier in OW as I happen to have a lot of experience in doing that. This way, a simple bad 2fideo turned into 18 hours of work (which is why it’s later than 13:00 UTC) for a fideo that looks bad on the outside but surprises with high quality editing skillz on the inside.

Amarizo told me I should focus on my main channel first and finally get ready for regular uploads and he is right, but actually finishing something gives me motivation to continue with the other things. I hope I’ll finally be ready next Friday. The main problem I have is that I’m never satisfied with anything. I redo everything 1000 times and keep seeing things that are wrong or not good enough. And just like that, a whole year goes by while I rework my channel and my motivation shrinks, coupled with the constant self-doubts that I’m bad and not good enough and I can’t do anything so I should just stop. But then I remember Introducing Zelda, Ganondorf, Wonderful Patch and how much I improved and try to convince myself that I actually have created things to be proud of and there is no reason to doubt myself, but it’s not easy. See you next Friday.

Music used: Fresh Dumbledore – Post für mich remixed https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bICPf... Fresh Dumbledore – Musikvideo (instrumental) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYxNZ...

Expenditure of time: 18 hours